i haven't slept at all in like two days, and i was super exhausted before that. i have no idea when i ate last not counting the little bit of meatloaf i actually ate just now bc ziyal was giving me looks. no one's tried to talk to me for like a day and a half except for ziyal.
so i can drag you down too? like i'm doing to apparently everyone near me lately. my deputies won't be in the same room with me. hell, i don't want to be in the same room with me right now.
i don't know how to function right now. i'm just an object that exists and does its job. everything i got from the baby in the link should have helped me through this but all it's doing is ruining me.
NO i didn't say that. it's... you have your memories of what happened. and i know they're killing you right now and there isn't anything anybody could say to make it any better.
but i have its memories. blushie, I HAVE ALL OF THEM. my own memories were enough, but carrying around what it thought and what it felt. i'm not equipped to deal with this shit.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2013-04-24 07:57 am (UTC)and even supposing that is exactly what ye need, you've forgotten something here
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Date: 2013-04-24 07:59 am (UTC)no subject
would
be
me
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:06 am (UTC)not good to be near right now
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:12 am (UTC)i haven't slept at all in like two days, and i was super exhausted before that. i have no idea when i ate last not counting the little bit of meatloaf i actually ate just now bc ziyal was giving me looks. no one's tried to talk to me for like a day and a half except for ziyal.
i don't even know ziyal.
OuO
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-24 08:26 am (UTC)like
/be here/
that would be nice.
but dw i'll go back to staring at the wall aimlessly
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-24 08:38 am (UTC)well I WANT TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS YOU but APPARENTLY that's too much to ask
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:42 am (UTC)i don't know how to function right now. i'm just an object that exists and does its job. everything i got from the baby in the link should have helped me through this but all it's doing is ruining me.
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:52 am (UTC)i
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YOU
/YOU/
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Date: 2013-04-24 09:00 am (UTC)but i have its memories. blushie, I HAVE ALL OF THEM. my own memories were enough, but carrying around what it thought and what it felt. i'm not equipped to deal with this shit.
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Date: 2013-04-24 09:03 am (UTC)WHAT
SAY NOTHING
ABOUT THAT
AT ALL
OH MY GOD /COME HERE YOU IDIOT/
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Date: 2013-04-24 09:12 am (UTC)i
fine
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Date: 2013-04-24 09:16 am (UTC)AND IT DIDN'T OCCUR TO YOU
THAT I MIGHT WANT TO KNOW THIS SOMEDAY
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JUST
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Date: 2013-04-24 09:23 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2013-04-24 09:33 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-24 08:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-24 08:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-24 08:12 am (UTC)because it's a bit grating at the moment
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:14 am (UTC)mostly i'm annoyed with ye but i'm trying not be a complete arse about it
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Date: 2013-04-24 08:16 am (UTC)no subject
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