constable_odo | (no subject)

more or less

mm-hmm. seen your girlfriend much lately?

i haven't seen much of anyone lately, scotty

uh-huh. and has shutting yourself off from everyone been helping you any?

somewhat

...

bullshit

yes because obviously you know the best course of action for me right now

ye have a history of not knowing what's good for ye, odo

and even supposing that is exactly what ye need, you've forgotten something here

oh yes, and what would that be

that

would

be

me

i haven't forgotten, i'm just

not good to be near right now

that's nice

i haven't slept at all in like two days, and i was super exhausted before that. i have no idea when i ate last not counting the little bit of meatloaf i actually ate just now bc ziyal was giving me looks. no one's tried to talk to me for like a day and a half except for ziyal.

i don't even know ziyal.

OuO

i don't know what to say. or do. i'm stuck and i don't know how to fix anything.

you don't need to say or do anything except

like

/be here/

that would be nice.

but dw i'll go back to staring at the wall aimlessly

so i can drag you down too? like i'm doing to apparently everyone near me lately. my deputies won't be in the same room with me. hell, i don't want to be in the same room with me right now.

down to where i'm p fuckin low rn not that anyone on this goddamn station would know

well I WANT TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS YOU but APPARENTLY that's too much to ask

i may surprise you one day

aye, but that day is not today, it seems

are you still doing the sagely thing at me

because it's a bit grating at the moment

no.

mostly i'm annoyed with ye but i'm trying not be a complete arse about it

oh well thank you i guess

ye're quite welcome ye complete numpty