that because of the terrifying guy in the suit? anyone who doesn't know about that might just think it's grieving. it's still something they should mention to you, though. at least see how you're doing.
like i mean, some folks have been by, but it's mostly been people who don't know about all this in here, so i wouldn't want to abloo all over them anyway. kira was the last one to visit i think, which was v sweet i mean jesus she like, just gave birth to the o'brien's baby (which is a whole other story involving medical jargon or w/e) she's probably kind of preoccupied too. we didn't have a whole lot to talk about tho but it was sweet of her
also lmfao i am at the point of sleep dep where i'm just like, the worst person in the history of humankind so i don't rly want to like, just go out and about bc i'd just end up yelling at someone who doesn't deserve it lmao. igss i could go yell at quark, he's usually doing something he shouldn't.
well at least they've been by. it sounds like maybe you do want to be around people, even if you might not be the greatest company right now. and really, i don't think anyone's going to expect you to be.
sweetie, i doubt you're the worst. you're just going through all kinds of shit that most people won't ever have to understand. that you're still functioning at all on any level says a lot.
yeah. like, i'm a huge grump rn but i don't actually rly want to be by myself. blech. i'm tired and grumpy and not even going to list all the rest but i'm a huge mess rn lmfao. i just don't rly want to inflict me on the general public bc they don't need all this lmfao.
oh lmao i know i'm not actually the worst. i mean, i don't appear to be any of my relatives. ahaha that's not a very funny joke is it no it's not. ANYWAY i speak in hyperbole a lot hi. but i am definitely in the tired smad stage where i become obnoxious as fuck. kirkian levels of "look u little shit" tbh. 8D
probably. but really i'm super tired of not knowing what the hell's going on with my friends and crew, so. i'll deal with the weirdness that comes with it.
yeah i don't blame you. and i mean, with more of us mb the weirdness will be spread a little thinner. and slendy mostly just picks on a few of us lately, if you can even call it that.
uggghhhhh it's cold in here hi i'm gonna complain about everything ever
i still haven't seen/heard/whatever slenderman but i've seen what it's done to spock and chekov, and that's not really something i can pretend isn't happening. that and i might actually be able to help with decoding the weird cult glyphs and seals.
OOOOOOOOOOOO that's a good point omg i'll have to scan you some of the culty shit in the books we brought back. did spock show you a pic of the halo of the sun that chekov drew or should i find one and link you
blech i am mostly under some blankets and it isn't rly helping. i get rly cold when i'm tired too so lol my life
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 04:34 am (UTC)(link)can't fuckin sleep: the journey continues
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 04:38 am (UTC)(link)lol ok like
i know how rough i look rn
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no one has said anything????????????? like come on
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 04:46 am (UTC)(link)well w/e igss i will just run on infrequent catnaps until i pass out long enough to sleep or w/e
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 04:55 am (UTC)(link)and yeah, that's probs what everyone else assumes, but you'd think someone would at least offer me some warm milk or something sheesh
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wow ok i'm actually mad now. someone's grieving, you check in on them offer to help, even if that help is leaving them alone. but you offer.
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 05:09 am (UTC)(link)also lmfao i am at the point of sleep dep where i'm just like, the worst person in the history of humankind so i don't rly want to like, just go out and about bc i'd just end up yelling at someone who doesn't deserve it lmao. igss i could go yell at quark, he's usually doing something he shouldn't.
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sweetie, i doubt you're the worst. you're just going through all kinds of shit that most people won't ever have to understand. that you're still functioning at all on any level says a lot.
also if yelling at this quark guy helps, why not.
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 05:29 am (UTC)(link)oh lmao i know i'm not actually the worst. i mean, i don't appear to be any of my relatives. ahaha that's not a very funny joke is it no it's not. ANYWAY i speak in hyperbole a lot hi. but i am definitely in the tired smad stage where i become obnoxious as fuck. kirkian levels of "look u little shit" tbh. 8D
lmfao
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i've known kirk for a pretty decent amount of time, blushie, you're gonna have to work a lot harder to reach his levels of obnoxiousness.
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i mean
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hi leiutenant
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 04:58 am (UTC)(link)oh wow. welcome to the circus igss lol
i feel like i should tell you to make a run for it while you still can but it would be nice for this place to be a little less of a sausagefest ngl
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probably. but really i'm super tired of not knowing what the hell's going on with my friends and crew, so. i'll deal with the weirdness that comes with it.
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 05:13 am (UTC)(link)uggghhhhh it's cold in here hi i'm gonna complain about everything ever
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huddle under a pile of blankets.
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-24 05:31 am (UTC)(link)blech i am mostly under some blankets and it isn't rly helping. i get rly cold when i'm tired too so lol my life
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