constable_odo | (no subject)

ve are all ok, mostly haff just been vorking. how are you?

well aside for the obvious.... not so gr8 rly

can't fuckin sleep: the journey continues

i know zat story so wery vell

yepppppp

lol ok like

i know how rough i look rn

and

no one has said anything????????????? like come on

maybe they're just being polite?

igss

well w/e igss i will just run on infrequent catnaps until i pass out long enough to sleep or w/e

aw :c i hope you get some rest soon

you and me both

that because of the terrifying guy in the suit? anyone who doesn't know about that might just think it's grieving. it's still something they should mention to you, though. at least see how you're doing.

i have like, a laundry list of reasons why i can't sleep at all

and yeah, that's probs what everyone else assumes, but you'd think someone would at least offer me some warm milk or something sheesh

i'm not even halfway through the last post right now and god damn i'd say so.

wow ok i'm actually mad now. someone's grieving, you check in on them offer to help, even if that help is leaving them alone. but you offer.

like i mean, some folks have been by, but it's mostly been people who don't know about all this in here, so i wouldn't want to abloo all over them anyway. kira was the last one to visit i think, which was v sweet i mean jesus she like, just gave birth to the o'brien's baby (which is a whole other story involving medical jargon or w/e) she's probably kind of preoccupied too. we didn't have a whole lot to talk about tho but it was sweet of her

also lmfao i am at the point of sleep dep where i'm just like, the worst person in the history of humankind so i don't rly want to like, just go out and about bc i'd just end up yelling at someone who doesn't deserve it lmao. igss i could go yell at quark, he's usually doing something he shouldn't.

well at least they've been by. it sounds like maybe you do want to be around people, even if you might not be the greatest company right now. and really, i don't think anyone's going to expect you to be.

sweetie, i doubt you're the worst. you're just going through all kinds of shit that most people won't ever have to understand. that you're still functioning at all on any level says a lot.

also if yelling at this quark guy helps, why not.

yeah. like, i'm a huge grump rn but i don't actually rly want to be by myself. blech. i'm tired and grumpy and not even going to list all the rest but i'm a huge mess rn lmfao. i just don't rly want to inflict me on the general public bc they don't need all this lmfao.

oh lmao i know i'm not actually the worst. i mean, i don't appear to be any of my relatives. ahaha that's not a very funny joke is it no it's not. ANYWAY i speak in hyperbole a lot hi. but i am definitely in the tired smad stage where i become obnoxious as fuck. kirkian levels of "look u little shit" tbh. 8D

lmfao

they might not need all that but you do. and you can always go back to your quarters any time.

i've known kirk for a pretty decent amount of time, blushie, you're gonna have to work a lot harder to reach his levels of obnoxiousness.