well at least they've been by. it sounds like maybe you do want to be around people, even if you might not be the greatest company right now. and really, i don't think anyone's going to expect you to be.

sweetie, i doubt you're the worst. you're just going through all kinds of shit that most people won't ever have to understand. that you're still functioning at all on any level says a lot.

also if yelling at this quark guy helps, why not.